Daydreams and Nightmares

It's February already! Yeay!!

2012-02-01T22:24:00.004+07:00

Berasa baru kemarin aja tuh tahun baru 2012 kenapa sekarang udah februari aja?

Is it just me or does time fly faster than usual? Ya ga ngaruh juga sih mau berjalan lebih cepet kek engga kek ujung-ujungnya juga pasti ke februari.

Sabtu (1/28) kemarin ada CIKAMPEX 2012 di SMA 39 tercinta :)) asik banget ketemu GALAN2011 lagiii, main bareng lagi, rusuh-rusuhan bareng lagi. Gatau emang perasaan gue doang tapi CIKAMPEX kali ini lebih sepi daripada tahun lalu. Emang sih universitasnya ga begitu banyak kaya tahun lalu dan emang yang jaga stand-stand universitas kebanyakan bercandanya -_- tapi pesertanya yang keliling-keliling campus expo lebih sedikit di banding tahun lalu, hohoho IMHO loh yah :)

Gue yang seharusnya di stand UNJ malahan jalan-jalan kesana kemari. Bukannya gamau nungguin stand & ga bangga sama UNJ. Tapi ya gimana males banget T___T Seandainya gue ada jaket Hockey UNJ gue pake deh terus gue buka stand sendiri tuh Hockey UNJ. Tapi UNJ juga asik kok kuliahnya ga ribet-ribet dan ga mahal-mahal kaya universitas yang lain! Masuk UNJ aja :D Apalagi banyak anak-anak cowok di FIK yang badannya aduhaiiii *.*

Pas CIKAMPEX gue lebih sering muter-muter sama Nidie, Bia, Sarra. Mulai dari ketemu Belda yang di pingit sm IPB, terus ngerecokin Feby di stand Fasilkom UI, ngerecokin Sisca di stand FIB UI, ngerecokin stand UI sama Sarra & Afif, ke stand ITB sama pasukan UI terus ngeliatin mereka perang mars/jargon/apalah namanya itu -,- terus nemenin Feby ke ITS ketemu kekasih tercinta, terus ketemu Dea juga yang kerjaannya muter-muter 39, ada Nanaz lagi sibuk-sibuk di ITB terus di kasih balon tulisannya SBM ITB wuihiiiii idaman gue banget tapi tak tercapai :'''(

Ini balon SBM ITB dari Nanaz tapi sialnya ga dibawa pulang T__T

Sekolahnya sih ga banyak berubah, tapi isinya banyak yang berubah! Mulai dari orang terjauh sampe orang terdekat gue pun ada yang berubah. Cukup mereka-mereka ajalah yang ga punya hati yang berubah.

Jadi.....................Selamat datang Februari!

Hockey!

2012-01-24T13:05:00.003+07:00

Semenjak gue masuk ke Universitas Negeri Jakarta (UNJ), gue gabung di salah satu Unit Kegiatan Olahraga-nya. Awalnya gue engga mau gabung ke UNJ Hockey, tapi karena gue pengen ngelanjutin dari SMA dan sekaligus mengisi kesibukan.... yauds, gabunglah gue di UNJ Hockey Team sama Kak Ica. Oh iya Kak Ica juga satu jurusan sama gue sekarang di Akuntansi UNJ, sama-sama angkatan 2011 juga. Emang gabisa terpisahkan :3

Sekitar 2 bulanan gue ikut latihan rutin di UNJ, gue akhirnya ikut pertandingan perdana gue di dunia perkuliahan ini. Alhamdulillah gue masuk tim buat 2011 1st Indonesian Open Hockey Indoor Championship di Gor POPKI, Cibubur. Gue satu-satunya junior 2011 dan satu-satunya anak selain FIK (Fakultas Ilmu Keolahragaan) -___- Jadi UKO di UNJ itu isinya mayoritas anak FIK karena mereka memang di wajibkan untuk memilih satu cabang. Di UNJ Hockey juga ada beberapa anak selain FIK, ya walaupun tetep FIK yang mayoritas. Hm. -_-

Pas Kejuaraan Indonesia Open itu, UNJ belum beruntung cuman bisa sampe babak penyisihan doang. Yang paling enak dari kejuaraan ini tuh gue jadi lebih akrab sama senior-senior UNJ Hockey! Banyak banget anak-anak asik dan konyol, ga rugi banget ikut kejuaraan seminggu, nginep di Cibubur seminggu, pake kostum bau-bauan seminggu, nyuci baju bareng-bareng seminggu, main kartu dan ngemil dan stargazing seminggu, makan pagi makan siang makan malem bareng-bareng seminggu, jogging bareng seminggu, dan bercanda-canda seminggu! Bener-bener asik kenal sama lingkungan baru. Semoga betah di UNJ Hockey sampe bisa nyumbang berpuluh-puluh piala. Amiin!

Btw, kalo ngomongin hockey begini yang pertama muncul di pikiran gue itu GAHOCK. Bener-bener kangen sama GAHOCK, kangen celetukan anak-anaknya yang asal nyeplos tapi bikin ketawa sampe sakit perut. Semoga di ulang tahun GAHOCK nanti banyak yang dateng dan bikin ketawa sampe sakit perut lagi biar kangen sama GAHOCK ilang, amin :D

Salam Olahraga,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2012-01-23T22:38:00.005+07:00

I know it's kinda late. But better late than never, uh? ;)

Selamat Tahun Baru 2012 dan Selamat Tahun Baru Imlek ke 2ribuberapagituguelupa.

Happy New Year 2012 and Xin Nian Kuai Le! Gong Xi Fa Cai \:D/

Terakhir gue ngepost itu bulan November dan Maret, sekarang udah Januari dan 2012 pula udah berganti tahun. Yeah, a lot of things have changed. Gue udah kuliah sekarang, Alhamdulillah keterima di Universitas Negeri Jakarta jurusan Akuntansi. Gue juga gabung di UNJ Hockey Team. Dan umur gue beranjak 18 tahun, tapi tetep kelakuan kaya bocah umur 15 tahun dan pola pikir kaya bocah umur 10 tahun. Dan gue masih seorang Princess Mulan. B-)

Buat nulis ini post aja gue udah beribu-ribu kali ctrl+A terus delete. Ya, I still lost my words. Niat awal sih mau delete blog ini tapi banyak yang bilang sayang akhirnya ga jadi hehehehehe dan gue milih untuk menelantarkan blog ini dan berpindah sejenak ke Tumblr. Tapi lama-lama bosen kalo cuman liat gambar dan ga nulis sama sekali, yap I miss writing.

Sekarang ini blog mau di rombak dan dan dan dan dan mau gue perbaharui sama cerita-cerita baru biar cerita-cerita yang lama hilang di telan cerita-cerita baru.

Good Night, Fireflies!

Nightmare, oh, nightmare..

2011-11-09T21:06:00.003+07:00

Terakhir kalinya gue ngeposting di sini itu lagi bahagia-bahagianya.

Sekarang ketika gue balik ke blog ini, things are different from last year.

I feel like killing everyone. Sounds cruel, uh?

Here they come.....

2011-03-15T21:38:00.002+07:00

Besok udah mulai UAS.
Bulan depan udah UN.
Terus abis itu persiapan simak ui, snmptn, dll.

Ga kerasa banget, perasaan baru kemaren masuk 39. Baru kemaren kenal anak-anak di X-H, terus iseng-iseng nyoba hockey dan akhirnya ketagihan main bareng Gahock.
Terus masuk 11 IPS 1, kenalan lagi adaptasi lagi. Terus #STULA2009 yg seru abisssss yg bikin nagih. Terus ada #AB-Team, yg bikin kelas makin seru. Terus sibuk-sibuknya tanding sama Gahock.
Terus ke 12 IPS 1, bocah-bocahnya masih sama kaya kelas 11 jadi makin akrab. Terus sibuk latian hockey buat persiapan ke Malaysia sama Gahock, terus akhirnya ke Malaysia sama Gahok yg super-duper-ngangenin. Terus jadi #timsuksesHaviz, ikut-ikutan galau kalo Haviz galau, ikut-ikutan berbunga-bunga kalo Haviz seneng. Capek-capekan belajar, ngedumel tentang guru ga bener. Ngeluh sana ngeluh sini. And many more...

There's tons of memories in 39. It's hard for me to mention it one by one. That's only big point of my 3years in 39.
I'm wondering.................if I left 39 SHS, would I miss my school?

P.S:
I apologize for all my mistakes that I've ever done. Please, #prayfor2011, #prayforgalan2011. Wish me luck. Xo.

17!!!!!!

2011-03-12T17:45:00.007+07:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! *super-duper-telat*

Ya bisa di bilang sebulan yg lalu itu gue 17 tahun, kalo sekarang 17 tahun 1 bulan.

I got 2 birthday surprises! One from my #SOCIALONE, and other from Raka.

I do love y'all :')

Describe 12th grade in one word!

2011-02-28T22:08:00.002+07:00

The suitable word for 12th grade is tiring.

Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek. Capek.

Capek ga sih liat postingan gue di atas? Kalo gue, iya capek. Capek banget.
I'm tired of doing anything. So please, please, please, what I need for now are motivation and supports and tons of luck.
Don't ever underestimate something that I've done. Of course I'll get angry, who won't?

2011-01-19T20:34:00.001+07:00

Good night people!

Nighty nite, Raka!

Hello Je-kar-dah!!!!

2011-01-19T19:57:00.003+07:00

Hai. Halo. Hello. Aloha.

Udah lama banget kayanya ga nulis disini, terakhir kali nulis itu pun pas pulang dari Malaysia sama Gahock. Dan......dan........dan itu pun gue update lewat hp gue -_____-

Actually, there's tons of story that I've to write and share the happiness. I-just-dont-know-why, I lost my words. Yeah, I lost my words. I dont know how to tell you in a good writing, fyi nilai mengarang gue seperti menurun, gabisa nulis panjang lebar buat cerita-cerita, gabisa milih kata yg bagus buat di tulis.

Terus, kalo sekarang kok bisa update blog ini lagi Fen? Gue lagi mumet belajar. Twitter udah ga mempan buat curhat, di sinilah sekarang. #abaikantulisanini.

Jadi ya, kalo mau baca sampe abis pun ini isinya cuman unek-unek gue yg tak tersampaikan di Twitter, pacar (I'll tell you later!!!!), dan temen-temen gue. Yakali Fen ada yg mau baca..................

Dimulai dari hmmmm, taun baru! Btw, happy new year -__- telat bgt z. Taun barunya biasa kok, cuman dirumah sama Mama, Cece&pacarnya, Bejo dan ya pastinya sama Raka hihihihi

Terus sebelum taun baru itu ada Kejurnas UNJ, gue Amel Karima Abang ikutan, sayang aja minus Tessa. Acil sama Mangkok jg ikutan. Sayang bangetngetngetnget kita kalah dan kalo di pikir-pikir itu kejurnas terakhir buat angkatan gue. Sedih? BANGET! Udah mana kejuaraan terakhir, ga menang pula. jleb.

Tapi yah pas Kejurda DKI, Gahock cewe&cowo menang juara 1 semua \:D/ dan yah terus buat tetangga sebelah tuh si ** yg suka gonta-ganti nama Gahock di Twitter, mendingan diem aja deh kalo kalah mulu sama Gahock gausah macem-macem >:)

Terus ada Tryout, UN, UAS, Ujian Praktik, SNMPTN.

Itu yg bakalan gue perjuangin di tahun 2011 ini. Mohon doanya aja supaya semuanya tuntas lancar gaada hambatan. AMIN o:) Go #Galan2011!

Terus apalagi yah -_- lupa -_____- ohya! Pacar! mihihihi

His name is Raka. And....................I love him. :) :D \=D/

Padahal ya padahal padahal banyak banget yg mau di ceritain, eh tapi nyampe di depan laptop gue langsung *prang* lupa semuanya. Krik. Itu doang tuh 3 hal yg paling penting buat di tulis hihihi. Tadi juga sempet mikir kalo mau ngapus blog ini aja, soalnya udah ga pernah update dan males banget nge-update lagi. Tapi kalo di pikir-pikir lagi, gue bisa ketawa-ketawa kalo re-read blog ini dari pertama, jadi batal di apus deh :D

Dan kenapa judulnya harus "Hello Je-kar-dah!!!!" -__- cuman itu yg terpintas di otak gue.

BYE!

Hello Jakarta.......

2010-10-27T15:53:00.001+07:00

I'd just arrived in Jakarta last night.
Those seven days six nights will be unforgettable moments with Gahock. I'll never forget when we had breakfast/lunch/dinner together, did exercise, cried together, laughed together, went to somewhere by foot or by bus or MRT, played cards and watched Kak Wien playing magic cards, and another activities that we had.
I miss that moments :'(
Can we have another holiday, Gahock?

OCTOBER :O

2010-10-18T22:39:00.001+07:00

Well, I don't make any wishes on this month, just one special wish. One wish that can make my parents, my school and even my friends proud of me. Eh, ralat! I mean, PROUD OF US!

Why do I change the subject into us?
Because on this week, Gahock's gonna join a competition which is held by an university at Malaysia. We go there with UNJ and also STEI.
We really really really really need tons of luck. We've been training since 2 or 3 months ago. And we've been such drama-queens and drama-kings too -____- we're soooo dramatic, we've got some problems but at last we've handled it together -_- engga together jg sih, lebay namanya -_- maksudnya, yg lainnya saling peduli dan ngebantuin nyari solusi buat mecahin masalah itu. I love Gahock ({})
Now, we need your support guys ;)

Wish us luck!
#5 FENY

September!!!

2010-09-14T14:08:00.003+07:00

Aaaaaa! I love september!!!
I'm so excited \:D/

Sebenernya biasa aja, but for some reasons I don't wanna leave september >:(

Jadi, this month feels like it's one of special month in 2010. Soalnya......
My daddy came to Jakarta at Sept 7th. Terus sisa puasa gue terasa lengkap bgt bgt bgt. Soalnya ada Papa, Mama, Cece sama Daniel, makan bareng2 di meja makan, full team semuanya lengkap-kap-kap-kaaaaap.

Oiya, selamat hari raya Idul Fitri 1431 H O:) Princess Mulan memohon maaf lahir dan batin -____-
Teruuuus, pas lebaran juga seru! Semuanya kumpul di Kediaman Keluarga Besar H. Nasir -_____- Terus masih dapet THR juga kaya sepupu2 yg lain, walaupun lebih dikit T___T
Abis lebaran, mampir ke Tanah Kusir ketemu Akung sama Popo :D:D

Tapi liburan kali ini kayanya sepi bgt, semua temen2 gue pada mudik jadi ga punya temen buat jalan T__T
Kangen Gina Feby Nanas Belda Nadeng, udah lama ga main :'( mau buka puasa bareng juga gagal padahal udah lama ga main bareng huaaaa T___T

Terus kangen ABteam! Sebenernya banyak rencana nih sama bocah2 ini (¬_¬) tapi gatau pada kebanyakan mudik jadi gagal.......z

Oiyayaya kangen gahock juga! Kangen atmosfir pas lagi tanding! Rusuh2nya neriakin gahock tanding lawan siapa aja, terus kangen baunya cowok2 yg bokau abis, terus kangen ribet2nya pas mau berangkat nyari kendaraan ini itu berantem ini itu T_____T
Semoga nanti bulan Oktober jadi bulan yg paling bagus buat gahock! Amien!!

sanlat & buka puasa bersama #galan2011

2010-09-03T21:38:00.003+07:00

September, 1st 2010.

Happy 5th nye!

I'm nyinyi and this' my thought about nyenye.

2010-08-26T21:56:00.000+07:00

I've never met 15:15 on my cellphone or anywhere. I saw 19:19 instead.
what's wrong with 19 or S?

ok. this' soooooo last year, waiting for twin number on your cellphone or your watch. but, I love seeing it. it feels like, you're waiting for something and.......taraaaa! here it is.
it's really random. I dont even know what I wanna write in here exactly.
so many thoughts in my mind. I wish I could get rid of these thoughts.

nye, if I could do something, I'd hug and hold you tightly and I'd lie close to you whispers "hello I've missed you so bad".

2010-08-11T21:57:00.002+07:00

I wonder everyday how holding your hand would make me feel complete.

You looked at me and smiled with that crooked smile of yours which makes you so special to me. I smiled back and put my head on your shoulder.

Have you ever wondered why we fall in love? I have. I wonder everyday.

August, 1st 2010.

2010-08-01T19:49:00.003+07:00

So why dont you go your way

And I'll go mine

Live your life and I'll live mine

Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine

Cause we're better off, separated...

The Speed of Feeling

2010-07-25T20:44:00.003+07:00

Now you've gone too fast. Now, you've left me behind.

(Via I Wrote This For You)

Galan Expo 2010.

2010-07-25T18:56:00.000+07:00

It's me, wearing his shirt.

Hello 19!

2010-07-19T22:27:00.000+07:00

I cant believe that July 19th 2009 had already passed. It has been a year!
Well, congratulation..

I remembered each months that we've been through together or not.
Start from July until January, then February 'till now.
Lucky me, I still have you until today as my friend! \:D/
I cant imagine if we didnt talk each other, if we didnt meet each other even didnt know each other.

I hate 2010 honestly, I really want my 2009 back.
19 Juli 2011, gue udah di Bandung lagi daftar ulang ITB/UNPAD, accompanied by you and 2 others. Amin! See ya in Bandung :D

I've dreamt about you for thousand times.

2010-07-19T21:56:00.003+07:00

"Did you know that when people appear in your dreams, it's because that person wants to see you." --TIME Magazine.

Well, is that true?

Backsound

2010-07-18T17:37:00.002+07:00

And now thinking about how I wish I could go back

Just for one more day
One more day with you

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
You left my life in disarray
All I want is one more day
Cuz all I need is one more day with you

Everytime - Simple Plan.

I watched you go
You've taken
My heart with you
Oh yes you did

So if I did something wrong
Please tell me
I wanna understand
'Cause I don't want
This love to ever end
No, no, no, no

If you come back - Blue.

"Your mind is the scene of the crime." --Inception (2010)

2010-07-18T16:14:00.006+07:00

I've watched this with Hana Bayu Anas and him.

Very recommended (y)(y)(y)(y)(y)(y)(y)(y)(y)(y)

Ini film ribet banget. Mesti tanya-tanya dulu sama Anas, ampe gue ngerti. Film-nya udah selesai aja, Bayu masih aja ngebahas -______-

This' my favourite scene.

I'm starting to like this guy, Joseph Gordon-Levitt. WOW!

My rating for this movie: 10/10

Gelisah. Panik. Takut. Marah. Kangen. Aaa! Help!

2010-07-14T20:11:00.000+07:00

Kalo lagi marah sama seseorang itu biasanya kepengen cabik-cabik mukanya sampe ga keliatan lagi di depan muka gue.
Dan, kalo lagi kangen sama seseorang itu biasanya kepengen peluk-peluk orangnya, deket-deket terus sama orangnya, gamau lepas sampe kapanpun. Nempel teruuuuussss pokoknya.

Then, what if you feel both of those situations? What are you gonna do?

Halo Juli. Halo 12th grade.

2010-07-02T19:45:00.001+07:00

Hari ini, tanggal 2 Juli, hari ke-5 liburan sekolah, hari ke-2 bulan Juli.
Tadinya mau nulis pas 1 Juli, tapi... tapi... nanti postingannya isinya menye2 semua. Mendingan di skip deh tuh tanggal satu -___________-

Terus, nanti tanggal 12 udah masuk sekolah. Udah jadi kelas 3. Udah harus serius ga boleh main2 ntar ketinggalan pelajaran. Udah ga boleh males lagi.
Terus, udah janji sama Gina mau belajar buat kelas 3 gamau mikirin apa2 lagi, mau pura2 lupa aja masalah kemaren2. Kalo keinget, tinggal ngadu sama Gina atau Papa -________-
Terus, nanti setahun lagi gue udah di FEUI dan Gina udah di FKG UI :D AMIN AMIN YA ROBBAL ALAMIIIIIIN!!!!!

Terus... terus... teruuuuuuuusssss nih ya, menurut issue2 yg beredar nih ya, katanya kelas 3 engga di rolling atau di acak lagi atau apaan lah itu namanya. Mudah2an aja beneran, biar gue bisa sama Dea Nidie Sisca Wina Nindya Gisda Rizka Pengkuh Jboy Haviz Randi Arief Azhar Ranai Oji Axl Madong Yulio dan AB-team lainnya. Kayanya masih banyak, cuman gue lupa jadi cuman segitu yg gue sebut -________- ya semoga bener aja sekelas lagi, sama SOS1 lagi, bareng2 lagi. AMIIIIIIN

OK. Dadah 11SOS1. Halo 12SOS1 :D

2010-06-28T12:27:00.001+07:00

Melepas semua keraguan di hatiku
Tuk meraih semua cita dan juga mimpi
Tak pernah kusangka ini kan kerasa berat
Walaupun begitu ku harus kuat
Walaupun harus menerima kenyataan
Hari ini esok lusa ku kan sendirian
Tak seorangpun yang ada tuk berkeluh kesah
Dan memani diriku yang saat sedang gundah

Hanya Ingin Pulang - Souljah

Tonight, uh?

2010-06-27T23:19:00.000+07:00

My mom said, "Kalo marahan lebih dari 3hari dosa looooh."
I've been angry to someone since 3days ago and just tried to 'baikan', I thought it would be happy ending, but I was wrong.

Salah banget. Salah prediksi. Salah. Salah.
Everything's going wrong.
I'm speechless.

Bingung.

2010-06-27T18:45:00.002+07:00

Akhir-akhir ini gue sering banget kebingungan. Bingung dalam segala hal.

Kalo ditanya orang-orang "lo lagi kenapa fen?" jawabnya pasti "gatau ah, bingung."

Mau nulis disini juga percuma, bingung gimana bilangnya.

Then, what should I do?

I really need someone to talk to, to share these problems.

Copied from Nidie.

2010-06-17T13:21:00.004+07:00

Gue ga pernah ngebayangin hidup gue bakalan jadi kayak gini. Penuh dengan emosi jiwa membara. Dikit-dikit marah, dikit-dikit nangis. Dikit-dikit ngatain orang blak-blakan, dikit-dikit menyesal. Beda banget sama dulu yang kayaknya gampang ditindas. Ya mungkin emang ini yang namanya hidup. Kita ga akan selamanya kecil. Kita pasti tumbuh, dan ketika kita tumbuh maka semua yang ada di sekitar kita juga otomatis akan berubah.

"Ini hidup, nak. Semuanya pasti akan berubah. Tinggal tunggu tanggal mainnya saja."

Source: Nidie's blog.

Dear S, take care.

2010-06-16T09:00:00.003+07:00

I love you!

Hello there?

2010-06-02T20:08:00.002+07:00

Well, umm...

Click here to see what I'm feeling now.

Kejuaraan Hockey Ruangan Pelajar se-Jawa Sumatra, STIE Indonesia.

2010-05-26T18:06:00.000+07:00

Gahock joined STEI CUP for 4days, thursday until sunday. Alhamdulillah, we reached semifinal.
Udah nyampe semifinal, yg cewe kalah sama SMA 1 Cikupa. Kalah 2-1, itu udah sampe babak pertambahan malahan T_T jadi, kalah di semifinal.........z
Yg cowo, dapet juara 3. Sama seperti tahun lalu.

Terimakasih atas doa teman-teman semuanya.

P.S: that was my last hockey tournament in second grade. Semoga kelas 3 nanti masih boleh berkecimpung di turnamen-turnamen berikutnya. Amien.

May/01/2010

2010-05-07T08:05:00.001+07:00

Hi.
A week ago was my 1st month on 1st of May with my beloved 1.
It was a glorious day. And I got the best feeling in the world cause I had one day full with him.

No matter what the other say, I've fallen in love with you.

Semoga bisa lanjut ke 2 bulan, 3 bulan teruuuuuus sampe ke 1 tahun :D
See ya in another one, One♥

Warm regards,
Fnylin.

Even May ain't better than April. I need time for my own..

2010-05-04T10:41:00.002+07:00

There will come a day when you'll feel like shit and you wanna give up on this life and everything else. When that day arrives save yourself some trouble and dont do a thing just take nap.

NINE!

2010-04-21T21:12:00.000+07:00

GADO GADO [LAGI] 2010!

2010-04-19T20:15:00.002+07:00

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kyt

2010-04-12T22:25:00.001+07:00

I cant talk to you like I used to
I cant laugh with you
I cant even look you in the eye anymore
We've barely spoken in months
Then I heard your song and its as if these last few months never happened
I never thought I'd miss you

LISTEN carefully dude

2010-04-11T23:02:00.000+07:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

April fool's day!

2010-04-02T22:41:00.004+07:00

His name is Muhammad Sutan Ridwansyah. Just call him One.

And find him in here, in my heart -_____- umm...no, I mean find him in here, @onenasution.

Now I know what love is, mi amor!

GADO GADO LAGI 2010

2010-03-23T20:32:00.003+07:00

SMAN 39 PROUDLY PRESENT

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Mulan (human version)

2010-03-22T20:18:00.004+07:00

Bukan. Ini bukan ngomongin gue, emang sih gue Mulan versi real-nya -..- huehehehe

Ini juga bukan ngomongin Mulan Jameela, si tokoh favourite gue ini namanya Princess Mulan. Salah satu dr Princess Disney.

Klik INI, buat lebih tau tentang tokoh favourite gue huehehehe

Jadi, Cece Rini, kaka gue, nyewa DVD Mulan yg versi manusia :o Terus katanya pas ngeliat DVD ini, dia katanya langsung inget gue terus nyewa deh mihhihihihi so sweet ya kaka gue :}

Gue kaget kalo ternyata Mulan itu ada DVD-nya. Kalo tau gitu kan ya nanti gue nyari DVD-nya, kalo nyari sekarang ada ga ya T_T tapi nyari dimana coba Fen T_____T

Ya....jadi, kalo ada yg nemuin please beliin ntar diganti kok tenang aja!

Iya nah, gue rasa Mulan yg kartun sama yg versi manusia beda. Gimana ya nyeritainnya....susah! Tapi ttp aja inti ceritanya sama. Tapi ada bedanya! Cuman, susah gue gimana ngejelasinnya -_-

Kalo di kartun tokohnya itu Fa Mulan sama Captain Li Shang. Nah, kalo di yg versi manusianya ini Hua Mulan sama Jendral Wentai.

Nah, kalo di Mulan kartun itu Fa Mulan nikah sama Li Shang kan ya? -_- tapi kalo di versi manusianya Hua Mulan ga nikah sama Wentai-nya ini. Gatau kenapa -_-

Pokoknya ngejelasinnya susah deh! -,-

Cakepan mana sama Feny Febriani Lin a.k.a the real Princess Mulan? .......ya gue lah! ha ha ha -,-

Hachiko VS Pluto

2010-03-19T21:34:00.003+07:00

(Atas: Hachiko. Bawah: Pluto)

Menurut gue, Hachiko itu mukanya melas makanya lucu. Nah, kalo Pluto mukanya ngocol engga ada melas-melasnya tapi tetep lucu. Who's with me?

2010-03-12T21:08:00.002+07:00

".....A broken heart cant be that bad.

When it's through, it's through.

Fate will twist the both of you."

Mr. Big - To be with you.

Just deleted one of my post about him.

No more about that boy, I promise.

JD♥

2010-03-07T16:56:00.004+07:00

John Christopher Depp II.

June 6th 1963.

I think I'm starting to like Johnny Depp. I dont know why..

Even Taylor Lautner is much hotter than him. I prefer him.

And, hello Johnny Depp I'm your biggest fan now ^o^

Alice in Wonderland

2010-03-06T21:59:00.004+07:00

Just watched this with Feby. Another satnite with my girl.

Dan pas pertengahan film, gue sama Feby baru nyadar kalo ini lanjutannya Alice in Wonderland yg versi kartun -_- terus.........................pokoknya ini masuk a-must-watch-film-list. Kalo diceritain ga bakalan seruw dewh.

The Mad Hatter: There is a place. Like no place on Earth. A land full of wonder, mystery, and danger! Some say to survive it: You need to be as mad as a hatter. [picks up his hat]
The Mad Hatter: Which luckily I am.

Alice Kingsley: This is impossible.
The Mad Hatter: Only if you believe it is.

Sometimes, I feel like I wanna live in Wonderland, Neverland or another fairytales' area. Just playing and having best moment ever, and never worried about all of my problems.

Someone, bring me to somewhere... Where I could find my happiness.

I'm Blue..

2010-03-04T12:47:00.005+07:00

That's why I'm wondering why you had to tell me.

What's going on in your head, what's wrong.

Come around to me another time when you dont have to run.

She Says - Howie Day

I miss my hockey-time

2010-02-19T21:38:00.000+07:00

2010-02-17T08:48:00.002+07:00

Asa goto ni
koe o osamuru
kaze no otowa
yo o hete karuru
hito no kokoro ka

By morning, the leaves have fallen into silence, the wind has finally parted, like lovers after a night, all talked out, now broken hearted.
Saigyou (1118-1190)

16

2010-02-14T16:42:00.002+07:00

Today I'm gonna ride away
And feel the sun throughout my hair
Finally free to be who I wanna be
Who that is I dont really care

'Cause I've got friends who love me
Blue skies are above me
My blonde hair is everywhere

Sweet sixteen
Gonna spread my wings
Sweet sixteen
It's my chance to shine
Sweet sixteen
Discovering
Sweet sixteen
So much more to life
Sweet sixteen

I wanna know what it feels like
I need to see it from the inside
I can taste a bit of what I will find
So much more to life
Sweet Sixteen - Hilary Duff

I'm already sixteen! :D

2010-02-10T19:38:00.002+07:00

save me save me save me now, come on

everybody got to go

help me get me out of this

my head is kind of going to blow

Save Me - The S.I.G.I.T

when you were young an on your own

how did it feel to be alone

I was always thinking of games that I was playing

Trying to make the best of my time

Only Love Can Break Your Heart - The S.I.G.I.T

What Your Month Of Birth Tell About You?

2010-01-30T14:05:00.001+07:00

JANUARY:

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.

Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.

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FEBRUARY:

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.

Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

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MARCH:

Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others.

Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

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APRIL:

Active and dynamic.Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless.Adventurous.Loving and caring. Suave and generous.Emotional.

Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

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MAY:

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong

clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

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JUNE:

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer.

Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

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JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. ~~Has reputation~~. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful.~~Forgiving~~ but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover

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AUGUST:

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends .

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SEPTEMBER:

Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive.

Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

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OCTOBER:

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty.Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of

what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
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NOVEMBER:

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises.

High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable

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DECEMBER:

Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing

Long life GAHOCK!

2010-01-30T12:56:00.003+07:00

Juara 3 Putri Kejurnas Hoki, Piala rektor UNJ II 2010 dan Juara 1 Putra Kejurnas Hoki, Piala rektor UNJ II 2010. Dan Gahock pun mendapat Juara Umum. We were so excited..

Me with our trophy and my own medal :D

You'll never know if you dont go.

You'll never shine if you dont glow.

Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play.

All Star-Smash Mouth

Random

2010-01-12T17:59:00.009+07:00

14-18 Desember 2009

STUDY TOUR WITH MY ADORABLE SOCIAL ONE!!!!

19 Desember 2009
Rapot semester 2. Alhamdulillah tuntas semua, peringkat? I'm the lucky seven bytheway :') Happy enough lah. Seengganya ini pertama kali gua dapet 10besar di 39 HA HA HA norak? Bodo. Yg penting gua seneng, masa bodo deh ama yg mukanya jutek gara2 gua seneng2 meluk2 Wina gara2 dapet 10besar. Devil's around baby. Watch out! :}

9 Januari 2010
Lari pagi sama Social One. Oops, ralat. Ga semuanya SOS 1 ikut. Cuma ada gue Sisca Nidie Azhar Dea Wina Gisda Nindya Rizka Arief Pengkuh Axl Rudy Randy. Bytheway, Arief's a new student in Social One.
Lari paginya ngumpul jam 5, gue ajah baru berangkat jam 5.30 gituh. Berangkat ke Senayannya jam 6an -_-
Gue cuma dapet sekitar 5puteran kalo di itung2. Abis itu sekitar jam 9an, cari makan terus ke Monas. IYA! KE MONAAAASSSSSS!!!!!!! WIHIHIHIHI girang gilak gua. Senyum2 sendiri kalo di inget2 -_- tp baik bgt inih anak2 mau ngajak gue ke Monas. Iloveyouall deh T.T huu makin cinta deh gue sama lo lo semua♥♥♥♥♥♥

23 Januari 2010

Thirsty Jane II at C'Tu cafe, Tebet.

Free for you to ask me anything :}

2009-12-31T12:45:00.000+07:00

formspring.me/fenylin
Visit and ask me anything! I'll answer, whatever the question.

Am very glad to see and answer your question.
Xo, @fenylin.

I miss writing long story on this website.

2009-12-31T12:43:00.001+07:00

Hello I'm back! B-)

Well, I miss writing a long long long story on my blog. Gue seakan-akan kaya ga bisa ngerangkai kata-kata lagi buat ngedeskripsiin cerita-cerita gue yg mau gue ceritain -_- Padahal ya gue mau ngepost buanyak, mulai dari 1st Anniversary-nya blog gue ini tanggal 13 Desember 2009. Terus, Stula 2009 tanggal 14-18 Desember 2009. Terus, Rapot Semester 1 tanggal 19 Desember 2009. Terus, Liburan Semester 1 yg ga ada special-specialnya, menarik juga engga. Dan..........rambut gue yg gue potong T.T
Mau diceritain satu-satu juga ga bakalan bisa lah, I've got short memory. Jadi, ga bakalan inget secara detail -oo-

I'll post a lot of story in 2010. I promise.........With the newyear story also.
Bytheway, what's your resolution for this 2010?
Enjoy your holiday! And Merry christmas 2009 and Happy new year 2010 ppl :}

Christmas 2009

2009-12-25T14:31:00.002+07:00

Source: Tumblr.

You should read this, E.

2009-12-24T14:40:00.002+07:00

Source: Tumblr.

Take me to there, please!

2009-12-20T12:45:00.003+07:00

Raja Ampat Archipelago, Papua Barat.

When you let me rain

2009-12-19T22:14:00.000+07:00

Is it really necessary
Every single day
You’re making me more ordinary
And every possible way
This ordinary man is broken
You did it and you don’t even know
You’re leaving me with words unspoken
You better get back because I’m ready for

More than this
Whatever it is
Baby, I hate days like this

Caught in a trap
I cannot get by
Baby I hate days like this

When you let it rain
You let it rain
When you let it rain
You let it rain
When you let it rain
You let it rain
When you let it rain
You let it rain

Is it really necessary
Every single day
You’re making me more ordinary
In every possible way

This ordinary man is broken
You did it and you don’t even know
You’re leaving me with words unspoken
But you better get back because I’m ready for

More than this
Whatever it is
Baby, I hate days like this

Caught in a trap
I cannot get by
Baby I hate days like this

When you let it rain
You let it rain
When you let it rain
You let it rain
When you let it rain
You let it rain
When its raining rain
Raining rain

More than this
Baby I hate days like this

More than this, baby
I hate days lïke...

I'm missing you. How about you, E?

2009-12-13T21:00:00.001+07:00

I'm going to Bandung and Jogja for 5days.
Well...I'm missing my boyfriend so bad. I think he doesnt know about it, I've never told him about this. Actually, I'm too lazy to tell that I miss him cause I dont think that he miss me too.
Yeah, he has said "I will miss you too" by message. BUT IT ONLY ONCE, iya ONCE, O-N-C-E.
I dont care about him anymore, whatever you will do, I dont care. Just do your own business. Dont ever you pretend that you're taking care of me!
Just for your information, I love you more and more than you do.

2009-12-05T20:17:00.000+07:00

2009-12-04T20:50:00.000+07:00

Friend become Enemy, huh?

And today....

2009-12-04T19:59:00.003+07:00

I dont have a good mood to write about my life in here.
Wait until Study Tour and I'll tell you much stories.

Congratulations for Tiyut and Alip, Mutia Pelayati and Irfan Try, Gina and Rivanlee.
I'm happy for all of you, guys :">

Daddy, wherever you are now. I need you to know that I'm missing you so bad.

2009-11-22T17:42:00.002+07:00

Biasanya, bagi seorang anak perempuan yang sudah dewasa, yang sedang bekerja diperantauan, yang ikut suaminya merantau di luar kota atau luar negeri, yang sedang bersekolah atau kuliah jauh dari kedua orang tuanya.

Akan sering merasa kangen sekali dengan Mamanya.

Lalu bagaimana dengan Papa?

Mungkin karena Mama lebih sering menelepon untuk menanyakan keadaanmu setiap hari, tapi tahukah kamu, jika ternyata Papa-lah yang mengingatkan Mama untuk menelponmu?

Mungkin dulu sewaktu kamu kecil, Mama-lah yang lebih sering mengajakmu bercerita atau berdongeng,

tapi tahukah kamu, bahwa sepulang Papa bekerja dan dengan wajah lelah Papa selalu menanyakan pada Mama tentang kabarmu dan apa yang kau lakukan seharian?

Pada saat dirimu masih seorang anak perempuan kecil......

Papa biasanya mengajari putri kecilnya naik sepeda.

Dan setelah Papa mengganggapmu bisa, Papa akan melepaskan roda bantu di sepedamu...

Kemudian Mama bilang : "Jangan dulu Papa, jangan dilepas dulu roda bantunya" ,

Mama takut putri manisnya terjatuh lalu terluka....

Tapi sadarkah kamu?

Bahwa Papa dengan yakin akan membiarkanmu, menatapmu, dan menjagamu mengayuh sepeda dengan seksama karena dia tahu putri kecilnya PASTI BISA.

Pada saat kamu menangis merengek meminta boneka atau mainan yang baru, Mama menatapmu iba.

Tetapi Papa akan mengatakan dengan tegas : "Boleh, kita beli nanti, tapi tidak sekarang"

Tahukah kamu, Papa melakukan itu karena Papa tidak ingin kamu menjadi anak yang manja dengan semua tuntutan yang selalu dapat dipenuhi?

Saat kamu sakit pilek, Papa yang terlalu khawatir sampai kadang sedikit membentak dengan berkata :

"Sudah di bilang! kamu jangan minum air dingin!".

Berbeda dengan Mama yang memperhatikan dan menasihatimu dengan lembut.

Ketahuilah, saat itu Papa benar-benar mengkhawatirkan keadaanmu.

Ketika kamu sudah beranjak remaja....

Kamu mulai menuntut pada Papa untuk dapat izin keluar malam, dan Papa bersikap tegas dan mengatakan: "Tidak boleh!".

Tahukah kamu, bahwa Papa melakukan itu untuk menjagamu?

Karena bagi Papa, kamu adalah sesuatu yang sangat - sangat luar biasa berharga..

Setelah itu kamu marah pada Papa, dan masuk ke kamar sambil membanting pintu...

Dan yang datang mengetok pintu dan membujukmu agar tidak marah adalah Mama....

Tahukah kamu, bahwa saat itu Papa memejamkan matanya dan menahan gejolak dalam batinnya,

Bahwa Papa sangat ingin mengikuti keinginanmu, Tapi lagi-lagi dia HARUS menjagamu?

Ketika saat seorang cowok mulai sering menelponmu, atau bahkan datang ke rumah untuk menemuimu, Papa akan memasang wajah paling cool sedunia....

Papa sesekali menguping atau mengintip saat kamu sedang ngobrol berdua di ruang tamu..

Sadarkah kamu, kalau hati Papa merasa cemburu?

Saat kamu mulai lebih dipercaya, dan Papa melonggarkan sedikit peraturan untuk keluar rumah untukmu, kamu akan memaksa untuk melanggar jam malamnya.

Maka yang dilakukan Papa adalah duduk di ruang tamu, dan menunggumu pulang dengan hati yang sangat khawatir...

Dan setelah perasaan khawatir itu berlarut - larut...

Ketika melihat putri kecilnya pulang larut malam hati Papa akan mengeras dan Papa memarahimu.. .

Sadarkah kamu, bahwa ini karena hal yang di sangat ditakuti Papa akan segera datang?

"Bahwa putri kecilnya akan segera pergi meninggalkan Papa"

Setelah lulus SMA, Papa akan sedikit memaksamu untuk menjadi seorang Dokter atau Insinyur.

Ketahuilah, bahwa seluruh paksaan yang dilakukan Papa itu semata - mata hanya karena memikirkan masa depanmu nanti...

Tapi toh Papa tetap tersenyum dan mendukungmu saat pilihanmu tidak sesuai dengan keinginan Papa

Ketika kamu menjadi gadis dewasa....

Dan kamu harus pergi kuliah dikota lain...

Papa harus melepasmu di bandara.

Tahukah kamu bahwa badan Papa terasa kaku untuk memelukmu?

Papa hanya tersenyum sambil memberi nasehat ini - itu, dan menyuruhmu untuk berhati-hati. .

Padahal Papa ingin sekali menangis seperti Mama dan memelukmu erat-erat.

Yang Papa lakukan hanya menghapus sedikit air mata di sudut matanya, dan menepuk pundakmu berkata "Jaga dirimu baik-baik ya sayang".

Papa melakukan itu semua agar kamu KUAT...kuat untuk pergi dan menjadi dewasa.

Disaat kamu butuh uang untuk membiayai uang semester dan kehidupanmu, orang pertama yang mengerutkan kening adalah Papa.

Papa pasti berusaha keras mencari jalan agar anaknya bisa merasa sama dengan teman-temannya yang lain.

Ketika permintaanmu bukan lagi sekedar meminta boneka baru, dan Papa tahu ia tidak bisa memberikan yang kamu inginkan...

Kata-kata yang keluar dari mulut Papa adalah : "Tidak.... Tidak bisa!"

Padahal dalam batin Papa, Ia sangat ingin mengatakan "Iya sayang, nanti Papa belikan untukmu".

Tahukah kamu bahwa pada saat itu Papa merasa gagal membuat anaknya tersenyum?

Saatnya kamu diwisuda sebagai seorang sarjana.

Papa adalah orang pertama yang berdiri dan memberi tepuk tangan untukmu.

Papa akan tersenyum dengan bangga dan puas melihat "putri kecilnya yang tidak manja berhasil tumbuh dewasa, dan telah menjadi seseorang"

Sampai saat seorang teman Lelakimu datang ke rumah dan meminta izin pada Papa untuk mengambilmu darinya.

Papa akan sangat berhati-hati memberikan izin..

Karena Papa tahu.....

Bahwa lelaki itulah yang akan menggantikan posisinya nanti.

Dan akhirnya....

Saat Papa melihatmu duduk di Panggung Pelaminan bersama seseorang Lelaki yang di anggapnya pantas menggantikannya, Papa pun tersenyum bahagia....

Apakah kamu mengetahui, di hari yang bahagia itu Papa pergi kebelakang panggung sebentar, dan menangis?

Papa menangis karena papa sangat berbahagia, kemudian Papa berdoa....

Dalam lirih doanya kepada Tuhan, Papa berkata: "Ya Allah tugasku telah selesai dengan baik....

Putri kecilku yang lucu dan kucintai telah menjadi wanita yang cantik....

Bahagiakanlah ia bersama suaminya..."

Setelah itu Papa hanya bisa menunggu kedatanganmu bersama cucu-cucunya yang sesekali datang untuk menjenguk...

Dengan rambut yang telah dan semakin memutih....

Dan badan serta lengan yang tak lagi kuat untuk menjagamu dari bahaya....

Papa telah menyelesaikan tugasnya....

Source: http://kask.us/2799887

2009-11-17T19:27:00.000+07:00

Meet me at TUMBLR!

I'm waiting here until you say I love you.

2009-11-15T17:53:00.001+07:00

I think.........

2009-11-15T17:36:00.001+07:00

2009-11-13T15:57:00.002+07:00

I cant tell you how much I miss you, love.

Guys, please listen to me carefully.

2009-11-10T19:51:00.003+07:00

I'm afraid to blame people when they let me down for fear of losing them, so I blame myself entirely. I just hope one day when I try to blame myself, someone doesn't let me take it. I want them to fight back and prove to me they were in the wrong. It's like a game I play. It's amazing how manipulative I can be in a way that only succeeds in hurting myself.

I love her.........really.

2009-11-02T18:09:00.003+07:00

Hi, I'm Mulan. How about you?

She's my favourite cartoon character. The best princess ever.

She's beautiful. Very very very beautiful. Even she has cut her hair.

She's very brave. She isnt afraid to someone else, even they've tried to kill her with their sword.

She's cheerful. She can make all the people around her happy.

And the best thing is.............She has got more spirit than mine. She could pass all her problem by herself.

Unfortunately, she's just a cartoon character :'(

I wish I was born as a Mulan, as a Princess, as a cartoon character. Never had this fckn problem. My wish.

Welcome November!

2009-11-01T20:46:00.004+07:00

"Hi, I'm Nidie Cara Andira Putri. I'm in XI SOCIAL ONE. And I'm a birthday girl."

Nidie, happy birthday. Happy sweet seventeen.
Wish all your wishes come true.

Sadness

2009-10-31T20:35:00.004+07:00

And, unfortunately I was crying along the night yesterday.
Without you, without him, without her, or them.
What should I do to make this sadness stop?
Stop breathing, uh?

2009-10-22T18:19:00.005+07:00

October 19th 2009.
Happy 3rd monthsarry, Eka♥
I wish I can stay longer with you, even I've to be a little selfless at times. And I love you as much as the stars in outer space. So, if I know what love is, it is because of you.
Stop being a careless person, please!

And, may you rest in peace Natalia Lallo :')

Beloved.

2009-10-19T20:37:00.004+07:00

Who: Me, Belda, Shahnaz, Gina, Nadilah and Feby.
Where: Inul Vizta POINS
When: October 17th 2009

Me &the birthday girl wohoooo!

Dalam rangka refreshing dan traktiran dari Belda. Dan Gina masih ngutang traktiran!

Whatever it takes, God must take me first before all of you. I love you whatever the way you are♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ (plus Larasayu, Shahnaz, and Nadeng)

Curcol

2009-10-10T21:27:00.004+07:00

Pernah ga ngerasa badmood yg nyampe ubun-ubun kalo lo ngerasa sendirian?

Sampe lo pengen teriak-teriak.

Atau bahkan nangis saat itu juga.

Kadang, gue iri sama blablabla yg cowonya dangdut abis, romantis maksudnya-_- cuman gue ga suka romantis-romantisan. Cuih abis ih.
Atau sama si blablabla yg bisa nahan kangen sebegitu lamanya dan awet ampe berbulan-bulan.
Atau ga si blablabla yg pacarannya kocak-_____- cowonya tolol cewenya idiot hahahahahaha

Kalo lo gimana Fen pacarannya?
Baik. Gak gimana-gimana. Seru ya engga, Buruk juga engga. Just so-so.
Dan terkadang, siklus berantem-baikan-mesra-berantem(lagi)-baikan(lagi)-mesra(lagi) itu muncul. Sering kayanya ya malahan.
Sometime, ada yg namanya titik jenuh di dalam siklus itu. Titik jenuh itu biasa disebut bosen ataupun badmood.
Kalo lo lg di tahap titik jenuh tersebut, lo bakalan bingung mau ngapain. Kalo lo ngambek, salah. Kalo lo baik, juga salah.
Mungkin, penyebab dari tahap titik jenuh ini adalah PMS. Yak, tepat. Cuman, kalo lo lg engga PMS, terus apa penyebabnya lo bisa mencapai titik jenuh? Bingung-,-

Keseringan belajar Geografi sama Sosiologi gini nih -________- butek otaknya.

Malem minggu ini gue punya 3 pacar baru looooh. Buku Cetak Kwn, Buku Les Matek, sama Buku Catetan Jepang. Say hi to them!
Gue rencananya mau nge-date hari ini. Tapi gue capek dan males, lagian pacar-pacar baru gue belom terlihat begitu bohay sih buat gue sentuh. Masih ada minggu ini kan.

Eya, senin Ulangan Blok 2.
Nice to see you again. And I wish you luck, science&social!

So?

2009-10-02T21:49:00.002+07:00

Rubik's 360degree

2009-09-30T15:18:00.004+07:00

I bought this at Sept 25th. Daddy, Daniel and Me tried to solve this Rubiks. And finally we've solved this for 4hours and we did it!

Quick Update

2009-09-20T18:00:00.003+07:00

20 September 2009

Selamat hari raya Idul Fitri 1430 H. Minal aidin wal faidzin. Mohon maaf lahir & Bathin :)

BAGI THR DOOOOOOOONG!!! hihi gue masih dapet THR looooh. Tadi ke rumah kakek gue, H. Nasir dan gue dapet banyakbanyakbanyak THR hhhh me want more!

19 September 2009

HAPPY 2ND MONTHSARRY!!!!♥♥♥♥♥♥
Jadi pas tgl 18 jam setengah 12an gitu gue otp-an sama Hana, nah pas jam 12nya Hana kasih telponnya ke Eka. Ngobrol bentar deh sebelum dia mudik.
Terus barusan aja, pas gue lagi ngetik postingan yg ini ada telpon dari Eka 0,0 speechless gue..............................langsung gue angkat terus teriak-teriak -,-

Kata Eka, ngapain lu teriak-teriak -..-

Itu namanya kangen coy. Terus udahan nelponnya bentar doang gara-gara dia mau solat. Abis solat dia nelpon lagi deeeeeeeeh hihi TAPI cuma bentar doang -,- gara-garanya hapenya lowbat. Nyebelin :(
Tapi..........Eka janji looooh besok mau telpon lagi ^,^ doain ya besok dapet sinyal lagi dia dan batre hapenya full. AMIIIIIIIIIN.

P.S: gambar menyusul...

R.E is mine

2009-09-18T14:19:00.003+07:00

He is mine. He is my boyfriend. Not yours anymore.
Don't flirt him or I'll fight you.
I don’t wanna be very sensitive like this, but please.
Pleaseeeeeeeeeee :'(
Just go with your own boyfriend.
And now I just hope you'd care.
Thank you.

Itu kalo katanya Enna.
Kalo kata gue sih biasa aja, cukup 3 kata. Go away, bitch!
Kata-katanya Enna udah cukup mewakili sih :pp lagian juga gue udah post di postingan gue yg sebelumnya, yg ini. Yg kaya begini nih, kalimatnya...

And I've some notes for N.
N, please keep away from my boyf. He's mine now, you've got yours. And please, take your way &dont you ever cross my way. May God bless you, bitch!

Yg mau mudik hati-hati ya dijalan :') jangan capek-capek nanti ga ada yg nyupir hehe

I used to call this, Insomnia.

2009-09-18T01:01:00.003+07:00

RT @cynthiasarosa: RT @tamaverizqy: distance doesn't matter.just remember the bridge between us is a rainbow :-)

And, I tweet this at 12:38am...
@fenylin: Well, I wish that u'd call me rite now. So that I could get through 2 u somehow. That I'm officially missing u. See ya at sept 19th, Eka♥

While listening to this...
"I see your picture. I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine. I know I'll see you again whether far or soon, but I need you to know that I care. And I miss you,."
--I miss you, INCUBUS.

P.S: it's already 12:46am and I'm still awake. Gosh I cant sleep, I aint feelin sleepy. Well, I just listen to some music &see the picture of my boyf &me. I miss him &I realized that I'll meet him at Sept 29th, after 'mudik' forsure. No, I'm not 'mudik', he is. Hug &more kisses for you♥

And I've some notes for N.
N, please keep away from my boyf. He's mine now, you've got yours. And please, take your way &dont you ever cross my way. May God bless you, bitch!

So, enjoy your beauty nite. Have a nice dreams. God's here, save our night :}

I will not. Never.

2009-09-13T20:36:00.002+07:00

One Day Out

2009-09-08T21:32:00.003+07:00

I wish we could have more Day Out! ♥ belongs to: Aa Aji and Risa, super-adorable-cousin :pp

lalalaaaa~~

2009-09-08T20:34:00.003+07:00

I'm currently listening to this Album....

Well, I'm a big fan of The S.I.G.I.T
Yeah, I love their genre. Whatever the name.

Just visit their Myspace and feel -_____-

P.S: Album ini tersedia dimana sih di Jakarta? I've been searching for this Album but it was nothing. Dimana-dimana selalu kosong ataupun engga ada.
Yang tau, please tell me! Dapet pahala lebih nanti dari Tuhan hihi

PUASAAAAAAAAAA!!!

2009-09-05T12:14:00.005+07:00

I've Solved Rubic's Cube!!!!

Itu Rubiknya gue sendiri looooh yg mecahin hihi *blushing*
Hari Rabu tgl 2 September 2009. HA!
Di McD sama Feby sama Hana. Ga percaya?
Ini mereka saksinya gue bisa mecahin rubiknya SEN-DI-RI-AN.

Yeah, I would say thanks to Febrina Rahdiyani who teach me slowly, step by step hihi and to Rachel, thanks for your Rubic's cube.
Gotcha later guys!

And............
Happy Fasting everyone :}

Good Night, Friends

2009-08-29T23:06:00.003+07:00

Good Night.
I wish there would be an angel named Eka to save my night♥

2008/2009 rocks!

2009-08-29T20:37:00.006+07:00

I miss all of you, guys♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ALL OF YOU, except number 10 and 37.

#ivanasisgombal

2009-08-29T13:56:00.004+07:00

Ini cuma trending topics yg tadinya iseng-isengan dibikin sama Shahnaz Rivanlee dan Ciska (fyi, her name is Sisca, but she has got lovely name from SOS 1).
Awkay, they're the owners! So, if you wanna read the trending topics please follow them.

#ivanasisgombal

Kalo lagi baca ini ya, seakan-akan tuh kayanya yg ngetweet gombalan-gombalannya pada lagi jatuh cinta :o
Ini gue Re-Tweet, bagus bgt isinya ngena ._. seandainya aja..................hem

RT @muhammadafif: don't look back in anger honey,just kiss me now and tell that you love me #ivanasisgombal

Dan terus, ini yg gue buat :):):):)
RT @fenylin: 'Kamu pengedar ya?' 'Engga, knpa?' 'Soalnya aku telah diracuni oleh obat-obat cintamu' #ivanasisgombal

Jadi jijik ya -___---
And, read this too guys.

P.S: I'll write your blog if you're post about #ivanasisgombal too ;}

R.E

2009-08-24T14:13:00.004+07:00

I'm restless. Just because of you, my boy.

Emotion

2009-08-22T21:37:00.003+07:00

“There are moments in life, when the heart is so full of emotion That if by chance it be shaken, or into its depths like a pebble Drops some careless word, it overflows, and its secret, Spilt on the ground like water, can never be gathered together”

Everytime, I need my mood-charger.
Who knows? Nobody.
My mood is down, forever.

I'm sensitive now. Dont disturb me and my life, please.
And, have I ever told you that I'm a moody-person? Remember that!

18-19 Agustus 2009

2009-08-22T15:29:00.003+07:00

Hello peeps :}
How are you? Fine? Hu-uh not me, I'm not in the mood -_____- Some reason make me feel down down and down. Yeah, fck with all people who has complaint bout me. Their job always complaint and complaint, they never understand what I've done.
Enough.

Gue mau cerita tentang ORGAB (or you should call this ORMIS, Orientasi Misah) dan tetek-bengeknya.

18 Agustus 2009, pulang sekolah langsung ke rumah Hana buat nginep. Masa Hana sempet kesel sama gue gara-gara rebek bener ngurusin kue ulangtahun ga beres-beres -_-' Senyampenya di rumah Hana, nungguin Enna yg katanya mau dateng sambil nungguin bajunya GAHOCK yg belom selesai. Ahya, notes for them. Gue nungguin baju, gue ngeusahain baju biar bisa jadi tepat waktu. Jangan lo lo semua ngira gue itu pacaran dkk. Gue usahain buat lo yg maunya instan dan cepet jadi.
Sekitar jam setengah 7an, itu baju jadi terus gue langsung ke koperasi buat nungguin baju yg dianternya kesitu. Sambil otw ke koperasi, gue beli kue dulu di toko apalahitunamanyaguelupa buat #$% hihi terus langsung ke kops.
Di kops gue panik mikirin baju, mikirin kue. Akhirnya baju dateng terus ngasih duit, selesai. Terus Hana minta tolong Arli buat ngambil kue dan nitipin.
Pergi ke Gedung Chandraqa, selesai.

How's your Jurit Malam? Is it nice?
Big No!
Anjirrrrr itu namanya bukan jurit malem. Jurit malem itu kalo junior gue pake atribut lengkap, kelompoknya ga di pecah-pecah, waktunya lebih lama, dan ga di awasin sama om-om tentara dan osis.

Pulang dari Jurit, gue langsung ke rumahnya Hana tapi ga lupa ngambil kue dulu doooong :3 hihi Pas nyampe rumah Hana, langsung bangunin Eka dan..................Happy Birthday♥♥♥
Surprise selesai, tidur.

19 Agustus 2009, pagi-pagi udah ke Kopasus lagi buat nge-orgab. Selesai jam 3an, tapi ga langsung ke rumah Hana. Gue ikut evaluasi bentar, dan itu mengundang emosi -_____- Lo semua tau ga sih gue ga ikut acara ulangtahunnya $%^? Lo kira enak? Blah, capek2 gue ikut evaluasi tapi lo semua malah mojokin gue. Shit.

Abis itu ke rumah Hana, makan kue, terus pulang.

Next story, I'll post ya. I cant post all my story here, cause my mood isnt good. Sometimes up sometimes down.

Anyway, Happy Fasting everyone :} forgive all my fault ya. I love y'all. XO

I Miss the Old You

2009-08-07T23:47:00.004+07:00

Do you remember this?

I want to hear that statement, right now. I am restless.

Can nobody do it like you. Every little thing you do, it stays on my mind.

Hard to say, but I'm officially missing you♥

But, the OLD YOU not the NEW YOU.

Y for Yutttt

2009-08-06T20:38:00.005+07:00

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

Where are you?
I cant feel the love if you aren't around me.
Believe me, I need you. Right now.
I need your smile. Your hand. Your hug. Everything.
Can you?

I keep your promise.
I remember that you want to sing a song for me, you want to play with Pluto and me.
But, it is gone.
I'm tired. Very tired. And absolutely dissapointed.

Now, will you do that again? And hurt me like what I feel now?

Unggul-an?

2009-08-01T11:33:00.004+07:00

Kalo lo anak 39, kalo punya twitter, kalo lo mau tau update terbaru dan sekaligus hot gossipnya. Buka twitter lo dan masukkan #unggulalay di setiap update-an lo.

We'll make it into our trending topics, galaners!

Jadi, yg belum tau dia.
Dia itu anak kelas 10 yg katanya ngocolin abis. Dia ngajakin angkatannya kak Sinda ribut -___- wth.

Padahal, dia itu alay sekali. Profile picture di facebooknya aja poninya di bandoin O.O ohmyGod, 39 mimpi apa coba lo nerima itu anak.
Ohya, katanya dia juga udah di blacklist. Hm, baru kabar burung aja sih.

See? Kalo ada info lebih lanjut, gue update lagi. And, dont forget #unggulalay
Bye.

Minggu, 19 Juli 2009

2009-07-22T13:20:00.003+07:00

Gahock menaaaaaaaaaang.........................tapi juara 3 -_______-
Gahock cowo menang juara 3 yg cewe juara 4 seharusnya kalo ada -_-

Kok kalah, Fen? ......ga penting bahasnya, males.
Skip.

Pulangnya, rumah gue rame benerrrrr. Depan rumah persis di pake tetangga sebelah hajatan -_- dokem lah gua jadinya di kamar.
Terus terus di ajak jalan kan sama Eka, Hana juga ikut. Mau nonton Harpot kan tadinya, eh di Junction tiketnya abis, yaher. Akhirnya gue dijemput Eka, terus ke rumah Bengki. He was a birthday boy on sunday! hihi happy birthday Bambaaaaaaanggggg♥♥
Abis itu, di traktir Bengki burger king pim. Abis itu jalan lagi nyari Harpot. Dan nontonnya di Planet Hollywood.

Ceritanya? Bikin ngantuk........gue ga ngerti sama sekali -..-

See? I didnt enjoy the movie. But, when the movie began, he asked me.
He said, "Yut, would you be my girlf?" I was so excited. I dont know what would I do. I wondering.......and then say YES YES YES. God, only you that know how happy I am. Seandainya boleh jingkrak-jingkrak gue mau deh -_-

Ya, now we are in a relationship♥ hope it could be longer than before.
I want you to know that I love you bigger than your ex :9

update -__-

2009-07-18T21:36:00.005+07:00

Lega rasanya kalo udah menjelang weekend.
I can have my laptop back, also with the modem. IYAK JATAH ONLINE GUA DI GANTI MASA JADI WEEKEND DOANG. ah bitch

Gue cerita yang lagi gue inget aja ya. Such as.......

SOCIAL ONE
Kelas gue yang baru ini udah mulai ngomong loh \m/ hahahaa maksudnya udah mulai kerasa akrabnya. Udah bercanda satu sama lain, ngobrol satu sama lain, dan cabut satu sama lain hihi I'll try to love this class.
Go rock, SOS!

Galan Hockey
Baru masuk sekolah, belom ada seminggu udah dikejar sama STEI cup. Tandingnya itu Kamis Jumat Sabtu Minggu Senin.

Di mulai dari hari Kamis dimana gue dan Abang cabut pada jam istirahat pertama, sedangkan Hana jam pelajaran ke 3. Ketemuan di McD lalu cari taxi dan ke STEI. Eh ternyata, ga jadi main gara-gara lawannya, SMA 7 Bandung ketauan nyuri umur ya sejenis ada yg bangkotan gitu deh. Jadi diundur ampe hari Jumat jam 7.

Jumat-nya, gue dan Hana gamau cabut lagi. Dengan alasan mau bertemu sang kekasih -____- Men, I've missed my boy for a week. Kangen polpolan dah.
Akhirnya kita nyusul bareng Mar ke STEI naek taxi(lagi). Main lawan SMA 26 Bandung, menang 3-0. Abis itu Mar dan Hana pulang. Jam 4an, main lagi lawan Cikupa yg jago mampus. Dan akhirnya kalah 3-0.

Sabtu ini. GALANEXPO.
Stand POPSMA krik krik banget, semuanya pake laptop dengan alasan sekolah gamau ngasih tampil POPSMA -__- wth. Terus jadi gaseru gitu demo ekskulnya ga ada POPSMA. Ga ada olahraga yg berkeliaran di lapangan huhu ;( sedihnya.
Terus kan abis itu ada rapat apa gitu, di suruh Pak Amri perwakilan dari Gahock kan. Yaudah Ka Icha lah yg kesana karena dia satu-satunya senior. Tapi gue nyuruh Amel buat nemenin Ka Icha biar ada temennya. Cukup lama juga rapatnya, pas selesai Amel ngasih tau kabar gembira buat Gahock dan seluruh POPSMA.

Mau tau?
Gini katanya.

Gahock latian jadinya seminggu sekali, lapangan mau di pake Paskib sama Taekwondo. Katanya Paskib mau make lapangan buat 17an dan lomba apalah itu. Dan Taekwondo katanya jarang make lapangan.

Boleh protes ga? Protes disini aja ya, ntar abis itu baru deh protes ke sekolah.

Gue ga setuju banget sama keputusan sekolah tentang ini. Masalahnya gahock lagi STEI dan abis itu IHTB. Lomba men lombaaaaaa! Pentingan mana lomba apa latian tiap hari buat 17an yg cuma sehari itu? awawawawaww ngeselin........................POPSMA KITA PROTES YUK BIAR TERTINDAS MEREKA DAN KITA YG JAYA. POPSMA 39 JAYA!

Doain aja hari Minggu gue menang lawan SMA 98 amin amin amiiiiiiiiiiiiiin.

My Lovelife
Ga usah di bahas. Intinya tuh mau ketemuan terus :33
Mantannya like hell, bikin gue bete mulu.
Berharap aja dia ga balik lagi.
So N, go away from E's life!

Next Activities
Hockey. Hockey. Hockey. Wish me luck, people! <3

First Dayyyyy at SOCIAL ONE

2009-07-13T18:20:00.001+07:00

Tadi pagi masuk dengan tampang kucel banget, bawa double tip yg abis beli di koperasi terussss ketemu Dea di depan SOS 1 -..-
Dan ternyata Dea belom ngambil tempat hahahaha dia barengan gue datengnya. Katanya Sisca udah di tempatin terus di titipin Pengkuh tapi kata Pengkuh-nya si-yg-duduk-di-tempat-itu-gamau-pindah. Yaher. Gue duduk di barisan kedua di barisan depan guru -______________-

Yg baru gue kenal dikiiiiiit banget. Ada Dea, Sisca, Nidie, Yulio, Ranai, Aryo, Fauzi, Dwina. Sisanya? Kenalan yuuuuuk..........

Selama pelajaran tuh ga ada guru yg masuk sama sekali ke kelas gua, ampe wali kelas aja ga ada yg tau siapa. OMG, what a poor class :3
Berdoa aja semoga besok tetep ga ada guru yg masuk teyus teyus tetep pulang cepet kaya tadi. Amien.

Eiya, masa kelas XI angkatan gue tetep moving -..- DEMO aja yuk biar ga moving ga cape terus biar punya kelas masing-masing. Who's agree?

P.S: I'm afraid if I make a mistake like I do this afternoon with your friends and you too, Ndoy.

Idle Hour

2009-07-07T22:22:00.003+07:00

Ole ngasih ini barusan lewat chat facebook. Lumayan lucu wakakakka

Keliatan ga sih? Muncul ga sih videonya?
Kalo engga, gue kasih url-nya aja nih ye.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ayjpHqnF6P8

P.S: Jumat itu tiga hari lagi. Oke. Sabar!

K-A-N-G-E-N

2009-07-06T22:07:00.003+07:00

Pernah ngerasain ga kalo di message sama seseorang tuh rasanya seneng banget melebihi yang lain?
Pernah ngerasain ga kalo lo lagi di janjiin sesuatu tuh sama aja kaya pengen di beliin pesawat jet pribadi yang ampe girang bener?
Pernah ngerasain waktu lo berdua kaya dia tuh masa bodo sama semua orang, keramaian?

He eh. Gue pernah ngerasain. Dan itu terjadinya sekarang.
Iya. Sekarang.

Teyus teyus pernah ngerasain ga lo kangen sama seseorang ampe pengen makan eskrim sebanyak-banyaknya?
Sama, gue juga pernah. Cuma ga ampe makan eskrim sebanyak-banyaknya hahahaha lebay gila

Nah. Gua. Speechless.
Men, bingung bener apa yang mau gue tulis. Padahal apapun yang gue tulis tuh sama aja intinya semuanya. KANGEN. Itu dia.

He has just arrived at his hometown. He hasnt got signal for his selfphone, ergh damn. I listen this song when he isnt text me and accompany me -_-

Fix You - Coldplay

Ada yang utang mainin ini + nyanyiin ini. mmmm siapa yaaaaa -...............-

UPDATE

2009-07-02T15:05:00.003+07:00

Mau nulis blog............tapi males -_-
Iya, masa gue udah ke kamar nyalain laptop, udah buka blog. Eh ujung-ujungnya cuma blogging -......-

Finally, its over! So, say hello to single :3
Gua naek kelas dan tujuan gua selanjutnya IPS. Yak, SOCIAL CLASS HERE I COME muahaahahaha
Minggu adek gue sunatan teyus teyus ya masa dia jalannya ngangkang LOL
Family Gath made me crazyyyyyy, I'll post bout my cousin ya. They were annoying me :'(
Have you know my baby-K? I'll introduce to you, later hihi

Thats it. Yang terjadi minggu-minggu ini.

WELCOME JULY!
I have no plan for this month, and I dont care instead.

My EVERYDAY

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His name is Pluto. He is my only one dog. And he haven't married yet ikiki sok english gua -_-
OKE.
Ini Pluto, anjing gue yg kiyut utututu yakaaaaaan. Dia sekarang lagi ada di penitipan, dititipin buat tiga hari soalnya adek gue mau sunatan dan takut 'itu'-nya di sentuh-sentuh oleh si Pluto.

Now, I'm missing him. He isn't in my bedroom :(((( ga ada yg minta-minta makan, ga ada yg bercanda sama gue. MY DAY'S NOTHING WITHOUT HIM hahahahaha oke lebay -_-

BTW, ada yg punya anjing cewe? Kawinin ama anjing gue dong -_- biar ada keturunan ikiki

Boy, you should read this

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30 WAYS TO MAKE A GIRL SMILE

1. tell her she is beautiful, not hot or fine.
2. hold her hand at any moment you can.
3. kiss her on the forehead.
4. leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5. when she is upset, hold her tight and don’t let her go.
6. recognize the small things; they usually mean the most.
7. call her sweetie, not baby.
8. sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
9. pick her over all the other girls you hang with.
10. write her notes [ she loves them ] .
11. introduce her to family & friends as your girlfriend.
12. play with her hair & if it smells good tell her.
13. pick her up, tickle her, and play wrestle with her.
14. pick her up and act like your going to drop her and she will scream and yell let her down even though she loves it.
15. tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, okay just tell her jokes.
16. throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you miss her.
17. let her fall asleep in your arms.
18. carve your names into a tree.
19. if she’s mad, kiss her.
20. give her piggyback rides.
21. bring her flowers just because.
22. treat her the same around your friends as you do when you’re alone.
23. let her take as many pictures as she wants.
24. slow dance with her even if there isn’t music playing.
25. kiss her in the rain.
26. take long walks on the beach at night with her.
27. wait outside her house in the pouring rain to surprise her when she gets home
28. when she’s ill stay by her bedside
29. play fight with her and let her win
30 and most importantly if you love her, tell her.

The bold one is sooooo me -_- I've got it from Tiyut's blog